A love life where you did your best but you need to end things. ASAP. Your peace comes first. 

At some point, you have to realise that some people can stay in your heart but not your life.

How it all started:

Ethan:

Baby come nikupe gengetone love....

You're  like an angel from heaven...

You're the light in my day, Brighten my day...

It's you my love...

Jackie:

When I first liked you,

I was afraid to love you.

Now that I love you,

Am afraid to lose you.

"Days went by, Months and probably years."

             Jackie

You cheated,

I forgave you.

They laughed at me,

But who cares!!!

It's about us, you and me not them.

            Ethan

I promise not to.

I love you.

I don't wanna loose you.

Months later: Siku za mwizi ni arobaini.

 Ethan;

It's the devil.

Forgive me.

Am really really sorry.

Jackie;

How could you!!!

What does she have to offer that I can't or don't??

You promised!!

(Tears)

 Wrapped gifts she received oftenly.

So called friends (laughing out at her situation)

Insecurities got the better part of her.

Thoughts:

The mind*_ I think it's time to let go. Some behaviours are hard to change 

But the heart* wants what it wants_ I love him. Lemme me give him a chance.

Digging all kinds of shamba's was like a must.

Jackie; Enough is Enough.

             It's so heart breaking :

How we hustled and struggled together.

How we had to convince my parents how in love we were.

And yet, You did it again.

Am tired of having to take prophylaxis since you have to dig every shamba that comes your way.

Nimejaribu.( I have tried)

I've to use my brains and not heart this time.

Don't expect me to talk ill of you,

Nor to back bite you.

We had our good times,

But everything has to come to an end.

I have decided I am gonna choose me.

Ethan; Alivyonipenda Yule .... 😢😢